Kevin here!

 I have locked myself in the room and have been crying last one hour i guess. I dong wanna play a victim card. I am helpless. Dad is helpless. We know the cause of our problem is mom's behaviour and beliefs and actions. She can't change a bit for anything. That means she is the problem. We cant do anything to her. She keeps everyone sad and in stress. We are helpless. We will have a sad life and death. I wish no human suffering pain like me was ever born. L

Its 26 July Night 11:23 PM. Mom Dad went into another fight. My point is:- ASSUMPTION Case 1: if mom is right and dad is wrong such that dad will never be the way mom wants. SOLUTION: mom should take divorce. At last what can a women do legally? This is it right? Why does she stay attached to him? Go live her life away the way she wants without any dad of mine.  The thing with mom is:- - she is too free to do whatever she wants and doesn't have necessary work to be done like us and dad - she does not understand situations, surroundings, environment, the effect of what she will do, effect on us, etc. She just focuses on herself.

 I won't extend this post very long, will just write what I saw in my dream.  It's 5:50 PM 4 July 2025. I slept at Night at 1 Am and woke up at 5:30 Am, went out for exercises with my friend. Came home 7 Am. Ate till 8. Slept at 8:47 Am. It was supposed to be a 3 hr sleep. Woke up around 1 PM, Grandpa woke me for finding some document Dad asked him to share from his office. Slept again. After scrolling shorts for long time and then opening door for Mom when she came from office. She woke me up around 4:30 Pm. My sis and I had our lunch. I slept again after having my lunch. This is when I had a bad dream.  What was that dream? - I saw my sis fight my grandpa. It started with Grandpa asking something to her. Like usual she might just have stored the anger inside her for Grandpa asking things from her. But, she chose to argue quite unpolitely. Grandpa too said something I guess. I am forgetting the dream by time Its been 22mins since I started writing this post. Some other t...