Kevin here!

 31 Aug 2025 I am crying. She took so much from me. Its my mom. I hate her. I really wanna go back in time to stop her birth. She took so much from me. I will kill her mind. I will not be able to do anything great i want in life. Its all coz of her. I hate her. I wish i had worse words than abusing her. Justice will be due forever. I hate her. I wanna punch her in face and I will be so satisfied. I don't want to live with her. There's no God.  I got a bath and now i feel better. Bathing has some magic ✨  I must work my ass off and when im wealthy i will buy house and live a life which mom envies. I will make her feel embarrassed and regret what she did to me. I have to be focused concentrated.  Kevin will first get done with NEET prep of 700+ marks with consistency and then jump to other things that can make me rich. Thanks for this hope dear shower. I cant waste my time or she would win the game. Im not lost. I just got hopeless.

 This is the prompt i gave it: Help me schedule things. I am preparing for neet, its my drop year and must get selected for a decent govt college, its a do or die situation. Good thing is i prepared hard during 11 12 so i feel like if i give 10-15 hrs daily my entire syllabus will be done revision in 1.5 months. Thats just my gut feeling. And I'll be scoring good after that too in my mocks im lagging by approx 100 marks from my goal. If i get confident of getting selected too early than neet then I'll prepare jee mains also (some chapters of maths for it). I want to build a neet jee question web app where students like me can practice and special feature is they will be able to challege each other and compete together. So its like gamifying. I built it to some extent then i wanted to upgrade it and i stopped midway and decided i should upskill to the latest web dev tech not just keep using html js css jquery bootstrap pho mysql. So i decided to start learning react. I s...

 Its 12:53 pm and i know i should sleep coz tomorrow's my test in my NEET coaching but I can't stop myself from writing this. Since my sis feels bad when i tell her all problems with mom, i m sharing it here point wise clearly. 1. She abuses . Though less than dad but she does. 2. She is adamant.   She will do what she wants. Many people at many times have this stubbornness but her stubbornness even in situations that would melt hearts of other people.  3. She has no ambition , which part of the reason why she indulges into bad things. She says she wants to do big things in life, and it's a joke. She does not have any work. She prioritises kalesh over productive things. 4. She doesn't care about her family's mental health . If she would care, she would have thought a thousand times before starting fight even if the fight might be for good reason for her. Even after multiple requests she keeps on doing same thing like we are not getting affected or she does not care....

 Its 5:46 pm 26 Aug 2025. Fight between mom and dad happened this morning after being friendly for 20-25 days I guess. I discussed things with my sister and realized some things related to this whole family drama that's created every few months/years.  1. Before marriage, one should clearly define the limits and roles of themselves and their partners. 2. One should spend a lot of time knowing about the person before actual marriage as it will be a difficult task to reverse the process. 3. Never marry because society tells u to. Never marry in hurry.