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Its 12 pm of 3rd May 2025. Tomorrow's a special day: THE NEET DAY.

What have I been doing for last 3-4 days? - I was just giving online PW tests after my offline coaching tests got over. Surprisingly I am scoring more in these tests than offline. I do also take care of time because offline NEET would require me to give some extra time to OMR filling, etc. My scores are around 650 except for one day 615-20 something because I got panicked a little. 

What am I feeling? - Right now I think I can do so many things. I would've done many things if it was a normal day but I won't do because people say you should focus more on your mental calmness on the last day than on concepts. I am always thinking or trying to think about those 3 hours. I won't think anything negative. I will stay positive. The test I gave yesterday was easy and I got 672. When I saw what mistakes I made other than leaving 2 questions unattempted, I realised out of 8 mistakes I could have easily avoided 5, my score would've been around 700. I realise that if I am able to balance calmness, accuracy and my focus on that day (tomorrow haha) I can score 700. I admit I have not covered some topics but that will only cost me 3-4 questions, lets assume, 6 for now. so 6*4=24  720-24=696. I will score 696 easily If I keep my concentration 100% and don't make mistakes. I have to give my best tomorrow!!!! No one can stop me other than myself. I also want to think of after NEET time but I am keeping myself from doing so as it will distract me from focus. I have to be the best me. I have to prioritize my mind's stability. I have to understand value of each question. Every question I get correct will push my rank by large number.

I have planned to give one last test today of PW at 2 pm. Its currently 12:38 pm. Dad has also taken my mobile for doing something. He will return it 2-3 hours from now. I will sleep at 7 pm as I have to wake up at 5 am tomorrow. I will pack my bag after the test at 5:30 pm. I think I should go now. I will watch NEET 2024 aspirants in exam centre videos too.  

BEST OF LUCK TO MYSELF.


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